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Happy Birthday Cydniey 'cydniey' Buffers !!

After working last night and this morning in San Francisco, I took the local Caltrain for $2.75 south to the suburban city of San Mateo, to arrive at the Pallotta Teamworks Avon Breast Cancer 3 Day Expo. This year I have again volunteered to be on the medical crew and having a masochistic side, I also volunteered to be a 'crew captain' for the medical crew.

"Crew Training 101" at 12 noon was humorous.

On another note: I am killing friendships. I am trying to be friendly, truthful, helpful, and honest. I am trying to be a good benign friend. Not trying too hard, trying to communicate in the social way. And I am only succeeding in frightening away others and terminating precious friendships. I am very sad, regretful, lonely, and distraught by this.

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May. 20th, 2001 02:20 am (UTC)
perhaps these people aren't ready for the truth. by you being truthful and honest, they may feel threatened because they aren't real. be true to yourself and others, that's all anyone could ask for. you are giving them the best gift of all. it's their loss if they aren't ready to give the same in return :)
rkmlai
May. 20th, 2001 03:57 am (UTC)
But it is getting so g-d damn lonely.

If I am not here (in LJ), I am either at work (like now), with the kids (often), sleeping (rarely), doing the volunteer thing and/or trying to meet people with the goal of a healthy relationship.

Anyhozz... I thank you for the additional perspective.

BTW my condolences for your 'Aunt Millie' and I hope your grandpa has an uneventful speedy recovery.

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May. 20th, 2001 10:55 pm (UTC)
thanx
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